Maksud Bacaan Duduk Di Antara 2 Sujud

Actually, dah lama simpan niat nak cuba improvekan solat. I just feel that the first step I got to take to change myself is through solat..nak-nak bila tgk rancangan bual cara ngan Wardina..on perjalanan hidup dia untuk die berubah..Wardina pun ada mention the same thing...die took one step at a time..and it begins with solat..

So niatnya..saya rasa kalo nak improve solat, kena la faham bacaan-bacaan dlm solat. Pernah tanya kat Mama, tau tak apa maksud bacaan2 dlm solat..mama kata tahu..lepas tu abih kat situ je..tak berusaha beria pun nak carik. Padahal dunia cyber ni..hanya perlu tanya En Google je kan? Tp tu la..sikap bertangguh-tangguh tu mmg payah nak ubah..

Tapi, Alhamdulillah dengan izin Allah, tanpa saya sangka2 sedang dok asyik tgk2 facebook, click sana click sini terjumpa satu blog..yang share maksud bacaan semasa duduk di antara dua sujud. Ya Allah rasa sonok sangat..bila dah tau maknanya..mmg terasa dlm hati..ya Allah selama ni main baca je..tak faham pun maksud..tak penah sampai dalam hati..bagi saya, indah sgt maksud bacaan2 tu..padan lah ustaz2 and ustazah2 selalu cakap, kalo solat kita jaga, insya-Allah kita tak akan sesat..solat mencegah kita dari kemungkaran..sekarang baru saya faham, baru tersentuh hati saya ni..bacaan2 dalam solat itu adalah satu doa..dan doa yang kita baca itu mmg dah cantik sgt susunannya..masya-Allah! Besar sungguh maksudnya..Makin terasa diri ni jahil..cetek nye ilmu yg ada..tp tak apalah, janji kita belajar ye dak?

So utk rekod diri sendiri..ini lah maksud bacaan duduk di antara dua sujud..harap dpt beri manfaat pada yang lain yang belum tahu mcm saya sebelum ni..maklumla saya tak belajar bahasa Arab..(hmm..apesal la dulu tak belajar B.Arab ek..?). Dan semoga kita akan hayati maksud2nya semasa solat..amiiin

Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)

Warhamni (sayangi aku)

Wajburnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)

Warfa'nii (angkatlah darjatku)

Warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)

Wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)

Wa'Aafinii (sihatkan aku)

Wa'fuannii (maafkan aku)

Cantikkan maksudnye..insya-Allah lepas ni bole carik maksud bacaan masa sujud plak..kalo ada sapa2 yang tahu..tlg share ek..

The Much Awaited Parcel

Yea! Alhamdulillah..the much awaiting parcel reached my home 2 days ago..:D

Hatiku berbunga-bunga..:D..apekah itu..?

 

Tadaaaa....yup..dah lama teringin nak baca buku ini..after I finished the first one Travelog Cinta Abadi..dah khatam lama dah first buku tu..niat dihati nak buat some preview..kunun2 ala2 mcm judge gitu..tp cancelkan aje niatnye..sebab diri sendiri mmg tak byk baca buku..lagipun bab2 menulis ni mmg I tak pandai you..setakat tulis blog ala2 cakap ngan diri sendiri boleh la..hihi

Tak sangka cepat buku ni sampai..order on Friday..tgk kat website tu katanya in 10 days time..so letak harapan minggu depan baru dpt. Tak sangka on Tuesday lagi dah sampai..waweee..macam mana hati tak berbunga-bunga..:D
Tak sabar nak baca buku ni..I know once started tak bole nak berenti..so I decided to find one sweet time..where all demanding chores attended to..then only bole bukak buku ni. En Hubby pun dah pesan..toksah bukak buku ni lagik..once dah bukak..I'll be on my own world..bye2 reality! Hihi..

Lately, balik keje je musti sgt letih..penyakit mengantuk ni tak tau le apesal semakin menjadi2..dah pegang buku, baru nak bukak lastly terpaksa simpan balik. Letak kepala terus..zzzzzz. Insya-Allah, harap2 weekend ni..sebab cuti panjang kan, bole mengurung diri dlm bilik n baca buku..anak2 jgn kacao mama nak baca buku k? En Hubby, please take care of the kids will you?

Happy Birthday Abah!

Today is Abah's birhtday..am yet to give him a call and wish him..thot of putting this entry first before office starts..Happy Birthday Abah! You are the best Dad Allah has given me..am sure of that!

P/S : September is month full of important events for me..hopefully will be able to capture them one by one..amiinn

P/S/S: adeh..angkara nak buat posting ni dulu..I was the last one to wish..nasib baik call, abah dok tunggu rupanya..first thing abah said "U are the last one to wish..". syahdu le pulok

It's another Monday

Salam all...Alhamdulillah hari ni semangat datang awal ke opis..sebab biasa ler..got to drive by myself..Hubby outstation..terpaksa la kan? Despite rasa letih yg teramat and rasa tak cukup tido..which is more ikut perasaan I guess than the actual fact, berjaya mengawal minda (cewaaah..minda tu) utk bangun awal & pegi keje..with the aim nak parking free ari ni..hihihi..

Tetapi..Allah is great..Allah is testing me this morning..terlupa langsung2 pasal lappy..iye kawan2 lappy ku sudah tertinggal di umah dengan jayanya..So ape mau buat ye? Document2 keje sume dlm laptop kesayanganku itu..hua hua hua..dah siap2 ada aim nak siapkan keje yg mana untuk ari ni..dimatikan aje la niatku itu nampak gayanya.. Nak balik sekarang? No No No..nak tempuh jem sekali lagi..adalah sama sekali tidak! hehehe..

But that's not the point..the point why I'm jotting down this episode here is because I learnt something about myself this morning..which is towards a betterment..Alhamdulillah..normally, if I face similar incident, I never re-acted this way..kind of amazed with myself that I can still smile..and take this as "lawak di pagi hari"..hihi..seriously..tersenyum aje  bile org tanya why dok menepek kat desktop org skang ni..:D.

Selalunya, musti mood terus ilang, hati rasa tak tenteram..rasa nak balik skang jugak amik laptop..selalu akan call hubby, minta tolong kut die bole antarkan laptop, which the answer was always be "No", pastu tak pasal2 marah kat hubby n majuk..This time, I did call him just now, and as expected the answer is "No" because he got to rush out to Ipoh..so I just take and accept it as it is..ok..takde rasa nak marah..takde rasa tak tenteram..the least I could do is to go back around 10 - 11 am nanti, just nice to return to office during lunch time..so parking space normally available..or otherwise amik aje la half day iye dok? Work from home lagi best! Well, depending on what the situation would be later on, I might want to consider asking permission to work from home later on once my boss arrived..

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..I believe ini sume dtgnye dari Allah...rasa tenang..rasa redha..yg jarang dpt cik asz ni dpt sebelum ni..Alhamdulillah syukur tak terhingga...takde niat nak riak atau takbur..ini lebih kepada catatan peribadi..andai ada yg bole "read between the lines"..you may understand what I'm trying to share..bak kata ustad, ingatlah pada Allah, Allah akan lebih ingat pada kita..insya-Allah

Of 07.09.11

So many significant episodes happened on 7.9.11 in my life..hence it is a must for me to jot down it here..

Of course 7 Sep is our anniversary..and this year no special occasion we planned to celebrate this memorable day..in fact En Hubby was having flu + fever..and somehow we were in argument of the same old thing, which we never came to a conclusion..looking at it on the day itself, it was a one that I didn't dream or want to remember..adat berumah tangga..tak indah kalo tak gado iye dak? :D

And this date this year, gave a significant remark to myself..don't know why Prof Kamil and wife migration to Madinah touches my heart..deeply. I have to admit, their writing in their blog influence my thinking so much..they made me think a lot about myself..made me realise what I've been searching for in this life..and I believe I almost understand the purpose of my life..sebak..that's what I felt but at the same time I'm happy for them..I believe this is the best that Allah has planned for him and family..I remember I jot down here - I wanted to be like him..but..I can see the gap is very2 far away..hmm..

Also on the same day, we were briefed on our new structure which will be effective middle of September..seriously have no reaction, or should I say I have nothing to complaint about...as I already expected to continue almost the same thing I've been doing for the past one year..tho deep down I do hope to report to another superior if given the chance..but then I pray hard to Allah, to arrange the best position for me in this division cause I believe Allah knows what's best for me here and thereafter. What I favour might not be the best for me..only Allah knows..thus I just accept the post given with open heart cause I believe Allah!

07.09 this year was fill with different kind of emotion at the same time..looking back at that day, and how I reacted, I beleive I have came to another stage of maturity..and yesterday I've finally decided to conclude argument with En Hubby and I felt great and it was really a big releived! :D. I'm sure we didn't have to bring up the same issues again in the future..insya-Allah..

Hikmah lepas gaduh dpt kek sebijik on the next day :D

And yesterday, dengan izin Allah, there was opportunity for another post and dengan izin Allah also my super duper big boss allow me to cross the border and it was finally concluded insya-Allah. Really, I didn't plan for it, and really it was the least I expected! I couldn't believe myself either that I have made this choice without giving a deep thoughts about it. I concluded my decision in less than half an hour! This is really not me!

Ya Allah, I so believe in You..I know this the arrangement that you have prepared for me..inilah sebaik-baik percaturan..I can see this really clearly ya Allah, betapa Maha Besarnya Engkau Ya Allah..betapa kasih dan sayangnya Engkau pada hambamu yang sangat lemah, jahil & hina ini..Engkaulah yang Maha Mendengar..Engkaulah Yang Maha Berkuasa..you tested me on 07.09.11 but you have given me the Nur on 08.09.11..Benarlah, hanya Engkau lah yang berkuasa menentukan segala sesuatu..

Maha Suci Allah, Segala Puji Bagi Allah, Tiada Tuhan yanh disembah melainkan Allah, Allah Maha Besar

Our Anniversary

Today is our wedding anniversary..TQ Allah for reminding me..I normally remember the dates way before the actual date..when it comes the day, most of the time I forget..hihih..

To my other half, Happy Anniversary....TQ for just being you, TQ for your patience and understanding..

This day, last 8 years we were announced as husband and wife..and alhamdulillah it remains until today..there are always ups and downs in our marriage but I belive those are the episodes that tighten up the knots between us. I always pray to Allah that our marriage will last forever and that with Allah consent we will meet up again Insya-Allah in heaven... May we be the "bestest" team to raise our little caliph so they could also join us in heaven..amiinn Ya Rabb.

P/S : I Love you Houzemate!

Back to the same routine

Alhamdulillah..sudah selamat sampai ke home sweet home semlm..dan hari ni kembali ke routine bekerja yang biasa..ooh..mmg sangat malas hokey nak balik bekerja..tp digagahkan juga..dan cuba untuk semangatkan diri membuat keje..niat di hati nak siapkan apa2 pending keje yang dah ditinggalkan before raya itu hari..maklum la cuti awal..hik hik hik..perhaps this is the good day to catch up right? since ramai yang masih lagi cuti..parking kat bawah tadi pun byk yg kosong lagik eventho dah pukul 8. Normally minta maaf le nak ada parking..sure confirm dah penuh punye..

So far cemana pasca Ramadhan anda? Saya? hihi..sudah sedikit terkantoi..amalan2 biasa bulan Ramadhan ada yang tercicir..aduss..harus di catch up semula..so amik kesempatan balik ke rutin biasa untuk teruskan rutin semasa bulan Ramadhan..ok tak cegitu? Insya-Allah, saya berdoa agar saya sentiasa Istiqamah dan diberi kekuatan untuk meneruskan routine bulan Ramadhan sebanyak mana yang mungkin..tak mau terlalu bercita-cita tinggi, takut diri sendiri tak mampu nak bawa..biar berdikit2 asal dapat sebati dlm diri..tak gitu?