Tenang..Satu Rezeki..

Alhamdulillah..hati lebih tenteram hari ni..have not settled the probs as yet..but Alhamdulillah Allah gave me this peaceful heart and mind..I hope for a productive work today at work..Insya-Allah..

This gift from Allah reminds me of the talk that I went to last Monday on "Memburu Keberkatan Rezeki". May I share them with you? Tak kisah la..share jugak...:D.

I understand from the talk that Rezeki is divided into two category.

1. Rezeki yang zahir, which we can see like your harta, rumah, duit etc2, suami/isteri & anak2
2. Rezeki which we cannot see - which is the most important to me..ketenangan jiwa & perasaan.

On no. 2, I jotted down in my notes from what was elaborated by Ustaz Zaharudin from Al-Quran ( I didn't manage to capture which ayat..hihii..was focus on what he wants to say..so I don't blame myself..hihi) was tidak rasa dukacita dan apabila ditimpa kesusahan, bersabar dan bila mendapat kegembiraan, bersyukur..quite difficult for me translate..so I simply put it down in Bahasa..lebih jelas kan?

The symptom of rezeki yang berkat is one feel whatever she/he has is not enough..berkatnya rezeki if she/he feels whatever we have is enough and always be thankful to Allah on what was given

I don't know about you guys, but I personally want to focus on item 2..apa guna harta setinggi gunung kalo hati tak tenteram..apa guna berpangkat tinggi kalo anak2 dan suami berciciran..biarla apa yang ada sedikit, tetapi berkat..rasa cukup dan bole berbuat amal buat bekalan di sana..but that doesn't mean we should stop berusaha utk memperbaiki kehidupan kita dlm mencari rezeki..Niat here is very2 important..biarla niat kita nak mencari rezeki utk membolehkan kita berbuat kebajikan & kebaikan utk Agama kita ni..hmm..easy said than done huh? Apa salahnye kite berusaha..saya pun mmg jauh lagi nak capai ke tahap ni..

Btw, how to clean our harta..supaya berkat? These are few tips given by Ustaz, which I found useful. Briefly:

1. Bayar Zakat - mcm2 jenis zakat ada kan? Includes zakat pendapatan, zakat harta, zakat emas etc2. Bole refer to yang lebih arif..
2. If so happen teramik riba drpd orang, return them back to that person..kes ni mcm kalo kite ada bagi pinjam kat org duit, then kite letak sesiap interest bape die kena pulangkan.
3. What if we receive interest from conventional bank - which clearly is riba? Cannot return them back, because it will give this institution benefits to continue riba..then what can we do about it? Easy peeps, take that interest portion and salurkan pada fakir miskin..
4. Banyakkan sedekah..sedekah adalah lebih afdal kalo datang daripada rezeki yang sedikit, tetapi tetap berusaha nak sedekah..

Wallahualam..

Mendung..

I tried to put up a post, but I couldn't. Something coming up yesterday, that put me again in another dilemma..Ya Allah, I know this is just a little test You are giving me. this time around I'm a little bit calm..cause I know this is the test that I got to go through..just a small test as compared to others..apa lah sgt ujian ni..but feeling like failure already..I feel weak..I feel like doing nothing..Ya Allah, lemahnye aku..berikanlah hambamu yang lemah ini petunjuk, jln yang lurus, jln yang terbaik utk diriku dan keluargaku..kuatkan la semangat ku..dan tingkatkanlah keyakinanku terhadap janji2 Mu Ya Allah..amiinn

Wanita Malaysia di tangga ke-16 paling tertekan

This is the topic discussed in HotFM morning crew yesterday morning..based on the survey done by AC Nielsen.. macam2 pendapat pendengar ..unfortunately tak ingat satu pun..sbb dok asyik pejam celik pejam celik dlm keta..ngantokkss..hihih..

So tangga ke 16? Top 20 tu..The next questions..what causes the stress level for us the Malaysian lady? It was not reported plak..my guess, maybe due to two punch cards that we ladies hold everyday..one at the office from 9 to 5, punch that out and then punch in plak at home kan? Two different work scope that we have to cope....as for work at home mom, they got to wear both caps 24 hours a day..both are very2 challenging on its own way..

Well, itu sume satu ujian tuk kite org pompuan kan? If we are patience..insya-Allah ganjaran besar akan menanti kite..like I jot down here before, zikrullah is the best remedy..it's either kite percaya atau tidak dengan ganjaran Allah tu..I guess we women easily dpt stress because we didn't follow the simple remedy given by Rasullallah...kalau la kite yakin and amalkan..I guess mungkin akan kurang stress2 ni..wallahualam..I'm reminding myself actually..utk byk2 bersabar bersabar..mmg easy said than done..but I got to try and I know I have not tried enough...

Immunisation Day

Yesterday was Kakak's immunisation day..as usual this mommy only knew about it yesterday during office hour..this time around, Kakak yg tak ingat hokey..Mama been asking her what she should bring along on Monday for school..well soklan standard la kan..indirect question in case her teacher asked her to inform the parents of anything..she totally forgot about it..

I got a phone call from hubby telling me that her teacher was asking for permission to proceed or otherwise since somehow I forgot to let hubby sign the permission section of her health book..U see this Mommy always got to fill in forms for the family cause according to daddy his writing looks not nice on the forms..ye..alasan je tu..:P. So the signing part would be left for daddy..but somehow again this mommy forgot about it..hihi..terok kan saya ni? But ada hikmah juga terlupa bab ni..otherwise we might not know that Kakak got injection today..kalo kakak pun lupa nak kasitau lepas kena inject..hihi.

After I put down the phone and agreed to proceed, hati jadi tak tenteram..I was so worried that I have not got the chance to give her my full support as preparation for her to face the afraidness..normally I would talk to her and give her words and advise on what to expect for things that she had not faced before..rasa macam nak call Kakak and tell her not to be afraid and that she's a brave girl..mula la pk macam2 takut die nangis..hahah..terok la Mama ni kan..is it normal to feel this way?

Once I returned home, she was lying asleep in front of the TV..kesian plak..I asked her did she cried? And she said..NO..Alhamdulillah..so I praise her..Good Girl..Kakak very brave..Kakak cakap "Kakak tak nangis mama..kalo nangis nanti malu..". Ohh..what a relief! This Mommy yg over protective kut kan? Tak percaya her daughter can face the situation even without her help..I wish she will still look for me in the future for anything that she got to go through..musti tak best kalo die tak rely n us anymore kan?

Kakak on her first day of school 2011

Note: Tetiba rasa windu kat Kakak...

Azeem's Sport Day

Well, as I mentioned on my previous entry, I wanted to jot down on my son's first sports day..which we almost forgotten due to the death of my grandma..thank God I remembered..

Eventually before the sports day, as normal they practised a lot at school. There are times when Abang shyly demonstrated to me how he perform at the least time I expected it. Being the shy type he is..When I asked him what he practised and how he perform, most of the time he just ignore them..

Capturing the day's banner is a must..wajib la kan..? :D

The day we reached the hall where his sports day was held, I remembered I haven't psycho him last nite that he's going play not at his school surrounding..aiyark..I just knew we gonna face difficulties to get him to co-operate..

Just arrived out side the hall..still excited nak sports day..tgk le lepas ni cemana...

By the time we entered, he simply refused to line up with all his friends..jenuh mama & ayah memujuk..not to mention his teachers too..to be honest, I almost give up..that really tested my patience tau..sabor aje lah..luckily the principle was very understanding..die minta saya saba..she understood my dissapointment..

Cemni la..dok lekat dekat dinding..ayah dgn saba memujuk..mama dah give up!

Mommy ni kononnya sporting, offered myself to line up with him..yes I did line up with him! Memang buang sume perasaan malu cause I didn't want him to miss his first ever experience..even this mommy jadi bidan terjun perform together with him for the first agenda of the sports day..aiyark!

Tgk tu..mama jugak tak pasal-pasal glamour!

End of the performance, I slowly left him without him realising..sembunyi belakang2 org so he didn't see me..and dlm kelam kabut for the first sports play, which was his, his teacher simply grab him and made him line up. Surprisingly, he just followed and he play once the whistle blowed! That was when I realised I should have just left him, though if that makes him cry..because once I no longer in the picture, he had no choice but to follow his teacher's order..how come la tak ingat! Adeh!

As a result, his team won! Nasib baik! Kalo tak harus menangis one more round sbb nak hadiah.. Abg..abg..

Muka happy sebab menang!

After that, terus OK and lasak main lari2 sana sini..lambat betul nak warm up ek?

Sweating all over while waiting for prize giving ceremony

Finally, the prize! This is his no. 1 motivation actually cause kakak has 5 all together at home..

We are proud of you son! Nasib baik main..kalo dak..

So Abg..next year make sure warm up a bit faster ye..otherwise you will miss your performance again..penat je practise beria kat umah..In fact his teacher mentioned he was really good at it. Mama plak yang terkilan nak tgk anak perform..ahaks..

Mama:  Abg tahun depan Abg main cemni lagi tau..tak takut pun kan?
Abg   :  (Angguk) Main kat sini lagi kan Mama?

Mama dalam hati..harus kena psycho earlier tahun depan if the venue changed!

Quick Notes on my 3 Angels

I'm kind of in hurry actually..tomorrow got one dateline need to be met..so got to utilise the office hour wisely..hihi (kes last minit le ni). Dalam dok kelam kabut ni, nak jugak update blog..apesal ek? Addicted?

Oh kata nak cepat..so here some quick notes on my 3 angels before I lost track of them

1. Kakak's second fallen tooth on last Tuesday 12 of July 2011, the same as last one..naturally fall out from its place while eating dinner..so tak dramatic..few weeks back kakak sakit gigi geraham..tgk2 dah berlubang, so now everyday this mama force her to brush her teeth before going to bed..hihihi and well, no ice cube pls kakak..really bad habit you know..

2. Abang's first sports day was Sunday, 10 July 2011. I intended to jot this down specifically later on..after my dateline that is..so wait for my entry yah..

3. Aisy development..this morning once I opened the door before leaving to work, he rushingly walked out the door after me, took his shoes and threw them on the floor. I understood this as his way of asking me to put the shoes on..nak ikut mama pi keje le tu..so cute!

So that's all folks..dah kata quick note kan? Hihihi

Nisfu Syaaban

I mistakenly understood that tomorrow is Nisfu Syaaban..masya-Allah..ni sume angkara terlalu percaya ngan application kat handphone ni..maybe silap setting agaknye..tarikh kat phone ni is already 14 of Syaaban today..since last weekend dah warn En Hubby that we must fast at least sempena nisfu Syaaban tahun ni..which is targeted tomrrow..but Allah S.W.T Maha Kuasa, terlintas nak baca e-mail di office pasal ada forum agama di sini..email mentioned the forum is on 13 Jul 2011 bersamaan 11 Syaaban..Ya Allah..silap tarikh rupanya!

Baru pagi tadi, was discussing with Hubby whether we should fast today (as if a day before nisfu Syaaban) or on the day itself? I called my Mom to verify, and according to her, normally people fast a day before so that we can continue solat sunat that nite, which means the beginning of nisfu Syaaban after the maghrib time..Aisey, why didn't I asked Ust Muen just now after class today ek? Anyone of you happened to know about this, please share yer..(Tetiba terasa sgt cetek ilmu bab2 agama ni..). Tu la setahun sekali pun susah nak amalkan..sbb tu tak tau..