Sunday, 31 July 2011
Welcome Ramadhan Al Mubarak
Alhamdulillah, segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan sekian alam..dengan izinnya dapat kita bertemu lagi dengan Ramadhan pada tahun ini..as I mentioned before in this entry, so afraid that I won't have the chance to meet this holy month of Ramadhan..TQ Allah for this greatest gift..Alhamdulillah, have completed solat sunat terawikh tonite..Oh by the way, tonite is the first time kakak performe terawikh prayers..tho not up to 8 rakaat, 6 is such a performance for a 7 year old first timer..Mama is so proud of you kakak..and mama pray hard you manage to complete a full day of fasting tomorrow..and for the rest of month until the end..amiin..
I would like to wish all of you Salam Ramadhan..lets us pray so that this year would be better than previous ones..lets strive for the best, and jangan sesiakan peluang yang hanya sekali dalam setahun ini yang telah Allah berikan pada kita..ampun dan maaf seandainya ada coretan2 saya di sini yang menyinggung perasaan..saya hanya lah hamba Allah yang sangat lemah dan banyak kekurangan..
Thursday, 28 July 2011
Kelayakan Piala Dunia - Malaysia vs Singapore Part II
Demi negara..yang terchenta...ku luangkan masa tgk bola malam ni..tanpa teman pun sanggup tgk jugak tu....hihii..hubby selamat berada di stadium dgn kekawan baik tgk bola..ala2 daddies nite out gitu..
Saya ni takde la pandai sgt hal2 bola sepak ni..tp kan mlm ni kan..rasa cam tgk cerita tv pun ada...ramai plak pelakon2 handalan dari Singapore ni ye..ahahah..sanggup tu jadik lembik2 belaka..tersenyum sorang2 tgk kawan2 letak status kat FB..antara yg mencuit hati
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Saya ni takde la pandai sgt hal2 bola sepak ni..tp kan mlm ni kan..rasa cam tgk cerita tv pun ada...ramai plak pelakon2 handalan dari Singapore ni ye..ahahah..sanggup tu jadik lembik2 belaka..tersenyum sorang2 tgk kawan2 letak status kat FB..antara yg mencuit hati
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Syukur
This morning heard over Ikim.FM, motivation slot while driving to work..topic today is on "Syukur". The question asked was, are we the makhluk who always be thankful to Allah on all the nikmat given to us? How do we know whether we are or we are not always be thankful to Allah? The answer is simple..
Ask this question to yourself..<some simple example la>
1. Have I ever say TQ to my kids when she help me pour the water to the glass?
2. Have I ever say TQ to a person who hold the lift for you?
3. Have I ever say TQ to hubby when he help with the house chores?
4. Have I ever say TQ to kids when they behave well?
5. Have I ever say TQ to a person who help pick up things when they accidently fall from our hands?
6. Have I ever say TQ to my staffs when they help me with my work?
7. Have I ever say TQ to hubby when he drives me to office every day?
If most of your answer is YES, then you are most likely and can be easily be thankful to Allah for all that Allah has given us..but if most of the answer are NO, then it's difficult to say..if for this tiny miny little things it's not easy for you to even say TQ, then it may be difficult for you to even see what are the gifst that Allah has given us FOC and to say TQ to Allah...this air, this world we are living, soil where we can plant tree which produce fruits we can eat..subhanallah..there are so much that Allah has given us..
How many times in our life have we perform sujud syukur as a symbol of our appreciation? How many of us thank Allah when we are in trouble? Think about it..
Note: This is note more to myself...
Ask this question to yourself..<some simple example la>
1. Have I ever say TQ to my kids when she help me pour the water to the glass?
2. Have I ever say TQ to a person who hold the lift for you?
3. Have I ever say TQ to hubby when he help with the house chores?
4. Have I ever say TQ to kids when they behave well?
5. Have I ever say TQ to a person who help pick up things when they accidently fall from our hands?
6. Have I ever say TQ to my staffs when they help me with my work?
7. Have I ever say TQ to hubby when he drives me to office every day?
If most of your answer is YES, then you are most likely and can be easily be thankful to Allah for all that Allah has given us..but if most of the answer are NO, then it's difficult to say..if for this tiny miny little things it's not easy for you to even say TQ, then it may be difficult for you to even see what are the gifst that Allah has given us FOC and to say TQ to Allah...this air, this world we are living, soil where we can plant tree which produce fruits we can eat..subhanallah..there are so much that Allah has given us..
How many times in our life have we perform sujud syukur as a symbol of our appreciation? How many of us thank Allah when we are in trouble? Think about it..
Note: This is note more to myself...
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
Dalam Hati ada Taman
Iye..hati saya sedang berbunga2..sgt2..senyum tak lekang kat bibir..:D
Kenapa? Sebab saya dah jumpa dengan idola hati saya..seorang yang secara diam2 saya ikuti tulisan2 nya hanya melalui alam maya ini. Seorang yang dlm diam2 saya kagumi kerana mendapat hidayah daripada Allah dan telah mengubah cara hidupnya mengikuti lunas2 Islam.melalui tulisan-tulisannya, pernah terdetik di hati, sgt teringin hendak bersua muka..tp mungkin tiada kesempatan sebab beliau dan keluarga bakal berhijrah ke Madinah selepas Ramadhan nanti..namum ketentuan Allah siapa lah yang tahu..Alhamdulillah dgn izinnya..walaupun tidak pernah saya menadah tangan mohon dipertemukan, Allah berikan pada saya kesempatan utk mendengar ceramah nya hari ni..Ya..Prof Kamil, seorg penulis buku "Travelog Haji", buku yg menjadi best seller was here at our office to give away some talk! Ya Allah besar sungguh nikmat yang Allah bagi pada diri yang tak seberapa ini..walaupun saya tak minta, Allah dengar detik hati saya..Syukur ya Allah!
Entah kenapa saya rasakan perasaan seronok yang amat sgt bila dpt mendengar suara dia bercakap..rasa seronok sgt sampai tak tahan nak jugak amik gambo die..and tak semena-mena air mata saya mengalir sbb sgt gembira dpt jumpa di alam realiti ni...umpama berjumpa artis idaman semasa konsert..hihihi..tp bagi saya perasaan saya ini tak salah kerana saya mengagumi seorang yg sangat cintakan Allah..dan saya mahu ikut jejak langkdah dia! Lebih baik idolakan seorg yang macam ini drpd artis2 kan? :D
Sedangkan dia yang dulunya jahil pun bole berubah, menjadi seorang yang seumpama ustaz di mata saya..ini kan pula saya yg Alhamdulillah Allah beri peluang ada sedikit ilmu di dada bab Agama..insya-Allah saya akan berusaha lagik..dan lagik..dan lagik..semoga saya lebih istiqamah..dan semoga Allah beri saya kesabaran dan kekuatan..Perkongsian Prof hari ni sgt bermakna, dan semoga Ramadhan ini bole menjadi satu titik tolak kepada perubahan..biar la berdikit2, asalkan ada perubahan ye tak?
Rasa sekejap sgt sessi hari ni, sedar2 dah abih masa..lepas abih, dpt peluang beli buku..mmg hati dah lama simpan keinginan nak carik buku isteri Prof, Puan Roza..teringin nak baca kisah2 hidupnya kerana impression yg saya dpt..kerana isteri seperti Pn Roza la, lahirnya seorg Prof Kamil yg sekarang ini..Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan..tak payah saya susah2 pegi carik kat kedai buku..kuar dewan terus capai satu..I manage to get her first book je..the second one by the time sampai turn saya dah abih..tak pe..dah rezeki saya buku pertama itu dulu..lepas ni insya-Allah kalo ada rezeki bole carik second book..
Kawan2 yg lain beli buku Prof, lepas ni bole tukar2 baca buku..dpt juga jadikkan bekalan ke akhirat andai kata ada yang ambil ikhtibar dan amalkan..
This is a must jot down entry...one of the event I wouldn't want to forget! Syukran ya Allah for giving me this opportunity! And syukran sbb happy sgt semlm, stock susu tuk Aisy pun lebih byk dr biasa!
Note: Prof Kamil's blog link is at my side bar under "Soul Nourishment" section title Kehidupan Ringkas tapi Signifikan. Happy reading!
Kenapa? Sebab saya dah jumpa dengan idola hati saya..seorang yang secara diam2 saya ikuti tulisan2 nya hanya melalui alam maya ini. Seorang yang dlm diam2 saya kagumi kerana mendapat hidayah daripada Allah dan telah mengubah cara hidupnya mengikuti lunas2 Islam.melalui tulisan-tulisannya, pernah terdetik di hati, sgt teringin hendak bersua muka..tp mungkin tiada kesempatan sebab beliau dan keluarga bakal berhijrah ke Madinah selepas Ramadhan nanti..namum ketentuan Allah siapa lah yang tahu..Alhamdulillah dgn izinnya..walaupun tidak pernah saya menadah tangan mohon dipertemukan, Allah berikan pada saya kesempatan utk mendengar ceramah nya hari ni..Ya..Prof Kamil, seorg penulis buku "Travelog Haji", buku yg menjadi best seller was here at our office to give away some talk! Ya Allah besar sungguh nikmat yang Allah bagi pada diri yang tak seberapa ini..walaupun saya tak minta, Allah dengar detik hati saya..Syukur ya Allah!
Entah kenapa saya rasakan perasaan seronok yang amat sgt bila dpt mendengar suara dia bercakap..rasa seronok sgt sampai tak tahan nak jugak amik gambo die..and tak semena-mena air mata saya mengalir sbb sgt gembira dpt jumpa di alam realiti ni...umpama berjumpa artis idaman semasa konsert..hihihi..tp bagi saya perasaan saya ini tak salah kerana saya mengagumi seorang yg sangat cintakan Allah..dan saya mahu ikut jejak langkdah dia! Lebih baik idolakan seorg yang macam ini drpd artis2 kan? :D
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| Prof Kamil tgh ceramah...:D. Dpt amik dari jauh je..segan.. |
Sedangkan dia yang dulunya jahil pun bole berubah, menjadi seorang yang seumpama ustaz di mata saya..ini kan pula saya yg Alhamdulillah Allah beri peluang ada sedikit ilmu di dada bab Agama..insya-Allah saya akan berusaha lagik..dan lagik..dan lagik..semoga saya lebih istiqamah..dan semoga Allah beri saya kesabaran dan kekuatan..Perkongsian Prof hari ni sgt bermakna, dan semoga Ramadhan ini bole menjadi satu titik tolak kepada perubahan..biar la berdikit2, asalkan ada perubahan ye tak?
Rasa sekejap sgt sessi hari ni, sedar2 dah abih masa..lepas abih, dpt peluang beli buku..mmg hati dah lama simpan keinginan nak carik buku isteri Prof, Puan Roza..teringin nak baca kisah2 hidupnya kerana impression yg saya dpt..kerana isteri seperti Pn Roza la, lahirnya seorg Prof Kamil yg sekarang ini..Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan..tak payah saya susah2 pegi carik kat kedai buku..kuar dewan terus capai satu..I manage to get her first book je..the second one by the time sampai turn saya dah abih..tak pe..dah rezeki saya buku pertama itu dulu..lepas ni insya-Allah kalo ada rezeki bole carik second book..
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| Insya-Allah nak cuba hayati isi kandungan buku ni.. |
Kawan2 yg lain beli buku Prof, lepas ni bole tukar2 baca buku..dpt juga jadikkan bekalan ke akhirat andai kata ada yang ambil ikhtibar dan amalkan..
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| tak dpt tuan punya buku, suami punya sign pun jadik la..:D |
This is a must jot down entry...one of the event I wouldn't want to forget! Syukran ya Allah for giving me this opportunity! And syukran sbb happy sgt semlm, stock susu tuk Aisy pun lebih byk dr biasa!
Note: Prof Kamil's blog link is at my side bar under "Soul Nourishment" section title Kehidupan Ringkas tapi Signifikan. Happy reading!
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
Kelulusan & Pekerjaan..
Dari kecik2 kite selalu disogok ngan soklan "Nanti besar nak jadi apa?" Dgn kata lain, cita-cita kita la tu..dulu masa saya sekolah rendah, kena isi form cita2 nak jadi apa tetiap tahun dari darjah satu sampai darjah enam..nak tau ke cita-cita saya dulu apa? Segan plak che'nak habaq..hahah..serious segan..
Iye la, dolu-dolu masa kecik, apa yang nampak depan mata je la bole nak dijadikan rujukan..betoi dak ramai org dulu cita-cita nak jadik doktor? cikgu? heheh..itu kira tipikal la kan..saya dulu2 sebab mama saya kerani, pernah la saya tulis dlm kad tu, nak jadi kerani..pastu sebab suke tgk mama guna type writer, tulis cita-cita nak jadik typist..hihihi..pastu konon2 suke nyanyi sebab perasan suara sendiri sedap..tulis nak jadik penyanyi...adoi yai..mujur tak jadik betoi2..astaghfirullahalazim...(p/s: syukur tak jadik penyanyi..) sungguh rendah cita-cita daku..tp bila dah besar skit, kunun dah pandai..paling hebat tulis nak jadi cikgu..hebat skit jadi lecturer..
Itu sume kenangan kanak-kanak..sume tu dah tak ke mana. Kenapa saya cite pasal cita-cita plak ni? Sebenornye nak cakap mende lain..nak cakapnye, bila ada cita-cita, baru kita tau nak amik jurusan apa masa belajar kan? Disebabkan saya ni mmg tak dak cita-cita yang saya betoi2 passionate sgt nak jadik, saya main ikut belasah je amik jurusan ape2..hihii..sudahnya, saya amik course engineering..oo skang ni cik asz engineer la ye? Ooooo..tidak tidak! Saya keje takde kaitan langsung ngan course yg saya dah ambil..
Tp entah kenapa, saya tak kisah langsung bila company kesayangan saya ni, letakkan saya kat tempat ala2 marketing..jaga product..yang tak dak kaitan langsung ngan kelulusan saya..apa yg bos saya suh buat, saya buat aje..search sana, search sini, tanya org sana sini..dari situ saya banyak belajar..dan bole deliver ape yg bos saya nak..maklum la masu tu semangat lagi baru masuk keje..dan itu sume berterusan sampai la skang ni..lepas 9 tahun jaga product, hati teringin nak buat mende lain..so terus pusing 480 darjah (nak katanya bukan dlm lingkungan 360 darjah..dah kuar orbit pun..hihi) skang saya buat keje lain plak..yg langsung takdak kaitan ngan keje lama..jadi apa pengajaran yg saya dpt di sini?
Nak katanya, kalo kita dah ada kelulusan engineering, tak semestinya musti jugak nak kena jadi engineer..itu sume tak penah ada dlm kamus hidup saya. Apa yg penting bagi saya, ialah attitude diri kita. Kalo kita positive, attitude bagus, suka nak deliver keje ngan elok, org letak kita kat mana pun, kita bole survive. Itu sume berbalik pada diri kita sendiri..saya kalo nak pilih staff, saya tak pandang langsung apa bidang apa kelulusan dia..saya lebih minat nak cungkil attitude dieorg.kalo dah jumpa attitude yg bagus and kebetulan jurusan die bersangkut paut dgn bidang yg nak keje ni..saya kira itu satu bonus buat saya..
So adik2 (eh adik2 ke yg baca blog saya ni..heheh)..di zaman skang ni, jgn terlalu nak memilih keje..mana2 yg datang, ambik dulu..cuba dulu keje..insya-Allah kalo kite ikhlas, duit gaji yg kite dpt pun berkat, and as a result hati kita pun senang..spt yg saya share kan kat sini hari tu. Lagi satu, kalo kita tak de kelulusan dlm bidang2 lain tp kita sgt2 minat nak involve dlm bidang lain tu..tak de salahnya kita cuba buat..cari jln, atur strategy..percaya atau tak, bila kita buat mende2 yg kita suka, yg susah akan jadik senang..betoi tak?
So kesimpulannya, kelulusan kita ni hanya la satu tiket utk kita melangkah ke alam pekerjaan..itu sahaja..
Iye la, dolu-dolu masa kecik, apa yang nampak depan mata je la bole nak dijadikan rujukan..betoi dak ramai org dulu cita-cita nak jadik doktor? cikgu? heheh..itu kira tipikal la kan..saya dulu2 sebab mama saya kerani, pernah la saya tulis dlm kad tu, nak jadi kerani..pastu sebab suke tgk mama guna type writer, tulis cita-cita nak jadik typist..hihihi..pastu konon2 suke nyanyi sebab perasan suara sendiri sedap..tulis nak jadik penyanyi...adoi yai..mujur tak jadik betoi2..astaghfirullahalazim...(p/s: syukur tak jadik penyanyi..) sungguh rendah cita-cita daku..tp bila dah besar skit, kunun dah pandai..paling hebat tulis nak jadi cikgu..hebat skit jadi lecturer..
Itu sume kenangan kanak-kanak..sume tu dah tak ke mana. Kenapa saya cite pasal cita-cita plak ni? Sebenornye nak cakap mende lain..nak cakapnye, bila ada cita-cita, baru kita tau nak amik jurusan apa masa belajar kan? Disebabkan saya ni mmg tak dak cita-cita yang saya betoi2 passionate sgt nak jadik, saya main ikut belasah je amik jurusan ape2..hihii..sudahnya, saya amik course engineering..oo skang ni cik asz engineer la ye? Ooooo..tidak tidak! Saya keje takde kaitan langsung ngan course yg saya dah ambil..
Tp entah kenapa, saya tak kisah langsung bila company kesayangan saya ni, letakkan saya kat tempat ala2 marketing..jaga product..yang tak dak kaitan langsung ngan kelulusan saya..apa yg bos saya suh buat, saya buat aje..search sana, search sini, tanya org sana sini..dari situ saya banyak belajar..dan bole deliver ape yg bos saya nak..maklum la masu tu semangat lagi baru masuk keje..dan itu sume berterusan sampai la skang ni..lepas 9 tahun jaga product, hati teringin nak buat mende lain..so terus pusing 480 darjah (nak katanya bukan dlm lingkungan 360 darjah..dah kuar orbit pun..hihi) skang saya buat keje lain plak..yg langsung takdak kaitan ngan keje lama..jadi apa pengajaran yg saya dpt di sini?
Nak katanya, kalo kita dah ada kelulusan engineering, tak semestinya musti jugak nak kena jadi engineer..itu sume tak penah ada dlm kamus hidup saya. Apa yg penting bagi saya, ialah attitude diri kita. Kalo kita positive, attitude bagus, suka nak deliver keje ngan elok, org letak kita kat mana pun, kita bole survive. Itu sume berbalik pada diri kita sendiri..saya kalo nak pilih staff, saya tak pandang langsung apa bidang apa kelulusan dia..saya lebih minat nak cungkil attitude dieorg.kalo dah jumpa attitude yg bagus and kebetulan jurusan die bersangkut paut dgn bidang yg nak keje ni..saya kira itu satu bonus buat saya..
So adik2 (eh adik2 ke yg baca blog saya ni..heheh)..di zaman skang ni, jgn terlalu nak memilih keje..mana2 yg datang, ambik dulu..cuba dulu keje..insya-Allah kalo kite ikhlas, duit gaji yg kite dpt pun berkat, and as a result hati kita pun senang..spt yg saya share kan kat sini hari tu. Lagi satu, kalo kita tak de kelulusan dlm bidang2 lain tp kita sgt2 minat nak involve dlm bidang lain tu..tak de salahnya kita cuba buat..cari jln, atur strategy..percaya atau tak, bila kita buat mende2 yg kita suka, yg susah akan jadik senang..betoi tak?
So kesimpulannya, kelulusan kita ni hanya la satu tiket utk kita melangkah ke alam pekerjaan..itu sahaja..
Monday, 25 July 2011
Renew license in accordance to birth date
Heard about this on news over the radio last week, on the way back home..then it became Hot.FM morning topic the next day..ye ye..dah tertinggal ketapi..I know..but still I want to jot down here..hihii..
What do you guys think? I think it's a good idea..cause most of us easily remember our own birthday..but still there are some just forget about their birth date..we are human..we tend to forget..haha..alasan!
Let see, what I could recall on ideas given by those who called Hot FM that morning...I found some of them very2 interesting..and creative!
1. No need to renew licence for drivers having license more than 10 years..those less than that, got to renew every year, with consideration on merit demerit points based on traffic offence
Hmm..I kind of like this idea actually..cause I will fall under category > 10 years..ahaha..well..back to the topic, 10 years is a long duration, enough to make drivers to be acquainted with discipline on the road in order to ensure their licence is good for renewal...what do you think?
2. Introduce campaign for driving license renewal such those done for assessment tax, which is in month of Jan & Feb, as well as Jul & Aug..
If any month is chosen say May, then people will remember to renew their license provided that reminder is given like assessment tax is..this means additional cost to JPJ..so I guess JPJ won't buy this idea so much..renewal based on birth date is better than in this case
3. Auto renewal of driving licence - sort of auto debit to drivers' account
In this modern world, we so much love automation..this could be a good idea too..less hassle to the drivers..of course we would like that..but as for JPJ..there are risks of them not getting payment they are supposed to get..what if that driver's account is minimal? Think about that..
Aik..why out of sudden I'm thinking on behalf of JPJ ni? Like you work in JPJ asz..berangan!
What do you guys think? I think it's a good idea..cause most of us easily remember our own birthday..but still there are some just forget about their birth date..we are human..we tend to forget..haha..alasan!
Let see, what I could recall on ideas given by those who called Hot FM that morning...I found some of them very2 interesting..and creative!
1. No need to renew licence for drivers having license more than 10 years..those less than that, got to renew every year, with consideration on merit demerit points based on traffic offence
Hmm..I kind of like this idea actually..cause I will fall under category > 10 years..ahaha..well..back to the topic, 10 years is a long duration, enough to make drivers to be acquainted with discipline on the road in order to ensure their licence is good for renewal...what do you think?
2. Introduce campaign for driving license renewal such those done for assessment tax, which is in month of Jan & Feb, as well as Jul & Aug..
If any month is chosen say May, then people will remember to renew their license provided that reminder is given like assessment tax is..this means additional cost to JPJ..so I guess JPJ won't buy this idea so much..renewal based on birth date is better than in this case
3. Auto renewal of driving licence - sort of auto debit to drivers' account
In this modern world, we so much love automation..this could be a good idea too..less hassle to the drivers..of course we would like that..but as for JPJ..there are risks of them not getting payment they are supposed to get..what if that driver's account is minimal? Think about that..
Aik..why out of sudden I'm thinking on behalf of JPJ ni? Like you work in JPJ asz..berangan!
Saturday, 23 July 2011
Kelayakan Piala Dunia Malaysia vs Singapore
Ye kawan2..saya yang mengaku tak minat bola sedang bersiaran sambil tgk bola..hahahah..bole percaya tak? Demi negara terchenta..saya tanamkan jugak minat tgk bola..hehehe..
Sebenarnya saya tak mengadap pun tgk bola tadi..tgk gitu2 je..nak nak plak tgk gol keeper yang sangat kaku..malas nak layan..so saya pun dok sibuk megoogle2..blog walking..tgk FB..hihihi..terdgr la dari bilik suara2 kekecewaan suami saya bila abih separuh masa pertama tadik...4-1..adoi..sesia score sebijik awal2 tadik..Bila dah start balik separuh masa kedua, saya saje2 je menjengukkan diri. Elok berdiri depan gol..boley plak score 2 bijik berturut-turut..hahaha..mmg saya ni membawa tuah..terus semangat nak bersiaran depan TV..kah kah..<mode perasan> go go Malaysia..you can do it..Malaysia boleh!
Saat gi saya jot down bape score akhir ye..
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Ceh..baru semangat tgk bola, lobos satu gol lagik..adeh la..dan akhirnya, walaupun dah ganti striker baru..tak dapek nak nampah jaringan..so keputusannya Malaysia-3, Singapore-5.
Sekian dari bilik berita asz..ahaks
Sebenarnya saya tak mengadap pun tgk bola tadi..tgk gitu2 je..nak nak plak tgk gol keeper yang sangat kaku..malas nak layan..so saya pun dok sibuk megoogle2..blog walking..tgk FB..hihihi..terdgr la dari bilik suara2 kekecewaan suami saya bila abih separuh masa pertama tadik...4-1..adoi..sesia score sebijik awal2 tadik..Bila dah start balik separuh masa kedua, saya saje2 je menjengukkan diri. Elok berdiri depan gol..boley plak score 2 bijik berturut-turut..hahaha..mmg saya ni membawa tuah..terus semangat nak bersiaran depan TV..kah kah..<mode perasan> go go Malaysia..you can do it..Malaysia boleh!
Saat gi saya jot down bape score akhir ye..
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Ceh..baru semangat tgk bola, lobos satu gol lagik..adeh la..dan akhirnya, walaupun dah ganti striker baru..tak dapek nak nampah jaringan..so keputusannya Malaysia-3, Singapore-5.
Sekian dari bilik berita asz..ahaks
Biometric Registration of Legal Foreign Workers
Waa..title sound so serious huh? Hihihi..I guess most of you must have known that all foreign workers must register under biometric programme..it is indeed a good move. As an employer myself, it made me feel safe that once registered, if my maid has any intention of fleeing and to work with someone elses or some where else, would be difficult..hihih..(bole dak nak gelak..hari ni mood evil)
For those who are not aware, this programme requires all the foreign workers to register, in which I understand their finger print will be recorded, and some said even their eyes would be scanned..I'm not so sure on the eye scanning part..didn't manage to get those info tru googling..I'll share with you guys once I registered my maid..
Since the period given for registration is very2 short (to me, since got to cover up to 1.8 million workers), which is from 13 - 31 Jul, we understand that special counters is opened even during weekends..so we went to Shah Alam immigration office this morning..and you know what? The queue numbers for today is over by 10 a.m. Believe it or not, people start queueing as early as 6 a.m. Gosh! Tak de masa nak layan sume ni..my hubs is confident enough they will extend the period..hihi..so we went back home..Tak kuasa nak pegi immigration office as early as 6 am..on weekend some more..
For those who are not aware, this programme requires all the foreign workers to register, in which I understand their finger print will be recorded, and some said even their eyes would be scanned..I'm not so sure on the eye scanning part..didn't manage to get those info tru googling..I'll share with you guys once I registered my maid..
Since the period given for registration is very2 short (to me, since got to cover up to 1.8 million workers), which is from 13 - 31 Jul, we understand that special counters is opened even during weekends..so we went to Shah Alam immigration office this morning..and you know what? The queue numbers for today is over by 10 a.m. Believe it or not, people start queueing as early as 6 a.m. Gosh! Tak de masa nak layan sume ni..my hubs is confident enough they will extend the period..hihi..so we went back home..Tak kuasa nak pegi immigration office as early as 6 am..on weekend some more..
Friday, 22 July 2011
Tenang..Satu Rezeki..
Alhamdulillah..hati lebih tenteram hari ni..have not settled the probs as yet..but Alhamdulillah Allah gave me this peaceful heart and mind..I hope for a productive work today at work..Insya-Allah..
This gift from Allah reminds me of the talk that I went to last Monday on "Memburu Keberkatan Rezeki". May I share them with you? Tak kisah la..share jugak...:D.
I understand from the talk that Rezeki is divided into two category.
1. Rezeki yang zahir, which we can see like your harta, rumah, duit etc2, suami/isteri & anak2
2. Rezeki which we cannot see - which is the most important to me..ketenangan jiwa & perasaan.
On no. 2, I jotted down in my notes from what was elaborated by Ustaz Zaharudin from Al-Quran ( I didn't manage to capture which ayat..hihii..was focus on what he wants to say..so I don't blame myself..hihi) was tidak rasa dukacita dan apabila ditimpa kesusahan, bersabar dan bila mendapat kegembiraan, bersyukur..quite difficult for me translate..so I simply put it down in Bahasa..lebih jelas kan?
The symptom of rezeki yang berkat is one feel whatever she/he has is not enough..berkatnya rezeki if she/he feels whatever we have is enough and always be thankful to Allah on what was given
I don't know about you guys, but I personally want to focus on item 2..apa guna harta setinggi gunung kalo hati tak tenteram..apa guna berpangkat tinggi kalo anak2 dan suami berciciran..biarla apa yang ada sedikit, tetapi berkat..rasa cukup dan bole berbuat amal buat bekalan di sana..but that doesn't mean we should stop berusaha utk memperbaiki kehidupan kita dlm mencari rezeki..Niat here is very2 important..biarla niat kita nak mencari rezeki utk membolehkan kita berbuat kebajikan & kebaikan utk Agama kita ni..hmm..easy said than done huh? Apa salahnye kite berusaha..saya pun mmg jauh lagi nak capai ke tahap ni..
Btw, how to clean our harta..supaya berkat? These are few tips given by Ustaz, which I found useful. Briefly:
1. Bayar Zakat - mcm2 jenis zakat ada kan? Includes zakat pendapatan, zakat harta, zakat emas etc2. Bole refer to yang lebih arif..
2. If so happen teramik riba drpd orang, return them back to that person..kes ni mcm kalo kite ada bagi pinjam kat org duit, then kite letak sesiap interest bape die kena pulangkan.
3. What if we receive interest from conventional bank - which clearly is riba? Cannot return them back, because it will give this institution benefits to continue riba..then what can we do about it? Easy peeps, take that interest portion and salurkan pada fakir miskin..
4. Banyakkan sedekah..sedekah adalah lebih afdal kalo datang daripada rezeki yang sedikit, tetapi tetap berusaha nak sedekah..
Wallahualam..
This gift from Allah reminds me of the talk that I went to last Monday on "Memburu Keberkatan Rezeki". May I share them with you? Tak kisah la..share jugak...:D.
I understand from the talk that Rezeki is divided into two category.
1. Rezeki yang zahir, which we can see like your harta, rumah, duit etc2, suami/isteri & anak2
2. Rezeki which we cannot see - which is the most important to me..ketenangan jiwa & perasaan.
On no. 2, I jotted down in my notes from what was elaborated by Ustaz Zaharudin from Al-Quran ( I didn't manage to capture which ayat..hihii..was focus on what he wants to say..so I don't blame myself..hihi) was tidak rasa dukacita dan apabila ditimpa kesusahan, bersabar dan bila mendapat kegembiraan, bersyukur..quite difficult for me translate..so I simply put it down in Bahasa..lebih jelas kan?
The symptom of rezeki yang berkat is one feel whatever she/he has is not enough..berkatnya rezeki if she/he feels whatever we have is enough and always be thankful to Allah on what was given
I don't know about you guys, but I personally want to focus on item 2..apa guna harta setinggi gunung kalo hati tak tenteram..apa guna berpangkat tinggi kalo anak2 dan suami berciciran..biarla apa yang ada sedikit, tetapi berkat..rasa cukup dan bole berbuat amal buat bekalan di sana..but that doesn't mean we should stop berusaha utk memperbaiki kehidupan kita dlm mencari rezeki..Niat here is very2 important..biarla niat kita nak mencari rezeki utk membolehkan kita berbuat kebajikan & kebaikan utk Agama kita ni..hmm..easy said than done huh? Apa salahnye kite berusaha..saya pun mmg jauh lagi nak capai ke tahap ni..
Btw, how to clean our harta..supaya berkat? These are few tips given by Ustaz, which I found useful. Briefly:
1. Bayar Zakat - mcm2 jenis zakat ada kan? Includes zakat pendapatan, zakat harta, zakat emas etc2. Bole refer to yang lebih arif..
2. If so happen teramik riba drpd orang, return them back to that person..kes ni mcm kalo kite ada bagi pinjam kat org duit, then kite letak sesiap interest bape die kena pulangkan.
3. What if we receive interest from conventional bank - which clearly is riba? Cannot return them back, because it will give this institution benefits to continue riba..then what can we do about it? Easy peeps, take that interest portion and salurkan pada fakir miskin..
4. Banyakkan sedekah..sedekah adalah lebih afdal kalo datang daripada rezeki yang sedikit, tetapi tetap berusaha nak sedekah..
Wallahualam..
Thursday, 21 July 2011
Mendung..
I tried to put up a post, but I couldn't. Something coming up yesterday, that put me again in another dilemma..Ya Allah, I know this is just a little test You are giving me. this time around I'm a little bit calm..cause I know this is the test that I got to go through..just a small test as compared to others..apa lah sgt ujian ni..but feeling like failure already..I feel weak..I feel like doing nothing..Ya Allah, lemahnye aku..berikanlah hambamu yang lemah ini petunjuk, jln yang lurus, jln yang terbaik utk diriku dan keluargaku..kuatkan la semangat ku..dan tingkatkanlah keyakinanku terhadap janji2 Mu Ya Allah..amiinn
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
Wanita Malaysia di tangga ke-16 paling tertekan
This is the topic discussed in HotFM morning crew yesterday morning..based on the survey done by AC Nielsen.. macam2 pendapat pendengar ..unfortunately tak ingat satu pun..sbb dok asyik pejam celik pejam celik dlm keta..ngantokkss..hihih..
So tangga ke 16? Top 20 tu..The next questions..what causes the stress level for us the Malaysian lady? It was not reported plak..my guess, maybe due to two punch cards that we ladies hold everyday..one at the office from 9 to 5, punch that out and then punch in plak at home kan? Two different work scope that we have to cope....as for work at home mom, they got to wear both caps 24 hours a day..both are very2 challenging on its own way..
Well, itu sume satu ujian tuk kite org pompuan kan? If we are patience..insya-Allah ganjaran besar akan menanti kite..like I jot down here before, zikrullah is the best remedy..it's either kite percaya atau tidak dengan ganjaran Allah tu..I guess we women easily dpt stress because we didn't follow the simple remedy given by Rasullallah...kalau la kite yakin and amalkan..I guess mungkin akan kurang stress2 ni..wallahualam..I'm reminding myself actually..utk byk2 bersabar bersabar..mmg easy said than done..but I got to try and I know I have not tried enough...
So tangga ke 16? Top 20 tu..The next questions..what causes the stress level for us the Malaysian lady? It was not reported plak..my guess, maybe due to two punch cards that we ladies hold everyday..one at the office from 9 to 5, punch that out and then punch in plak at home kan? Two different work scope that we have to cope....as for work at home mom, they got to wear both caps 24 hours a day..both are very2 challenging on its own way..
Well, itu sume satu ujian tuk kite org pompuan kan? If we are patience..insya-Allah ganjaran besar akan menanti kite..like I jot down here before, zikrullah is the best remedy..it's either kite percaya atau tidak dengan ganjaran Allah tu..I guess we women easily dpt stress because we didn't follow the simple remedy given by Rasullallah...kalau la kite yakin and amalkan..I guess mungkin akan kurang stress2 ni..wallahualam..I'm reminding myself actually..utk byk2 bersabar bersabar..mmg easy said than done..but I got to try and I know I have not tried enough...
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
Immunisation Day
Yesterday was Kakak's immunisation day..as usual this mommy only knew about it yesterday during office hour..this time around, Kakak yg tak ingat hokey..Mama been asking her what she should bring along on Monday for school..well soklan standard la kan..indirect question in case her teacher asked her to inform the parents of anything..she totally forgot about it..
I got a phone call from hubby telling me that her teacher was asking for permission to proceed or otherwise since somehow I forgot to let hubby sign the permission section of her health book..U see this Mommy always got to fill in forms for the family cause according to daddy his writing looks not nice on the forms..ye..alasan je tu..:P. So the signing part would be left for daddy..but somehow again this mommy forgot about it..hihi..terok kan saya ni? But ada hikmah juga terlupa bab ni..otherwise we might not know that Kakak got injection today..kalo kakak pun lupa nak kasitau lepas kena inject..hihi.
After I put down the phone and agreed to proceed, hati jadi tak tenteram..I was so worried that I have not got the chance to give her my full support as preparation for her to face the afraidness..normally I would talk to her and give her words and advise on what to expect for things that she had not faced before..rasa macam nak call Kakak and tell her not to be afraid and that she's a brave girl..mula la pk macam2 takut die nangis..hahah..terok la Mama ni kan..is it normal to feel this way?
Once I returned home, she was lying asleep in front of the TV..kesian plak..I asked her did she cried? And she said..NO..Alhamdulillah..so I praise her..Good Girl..Kakak very brave..Kakak cakap "Kakak tak nangis mama..kalo nangis nanti malu..". Ohh..what a relief! This Mommy yg over protective kut kan? Tak percaya her daughter can face the situation even without her help..I wish she will still look for me in the future for anything that she got to go through..musti tak best kalo die tak rely n us anymore kan?
Note: Tetiba rasa windu kat Kakak...
I got a phone call from hubby telling me that her teacher was asking for permission to proceed or otherwise since somehow I forgot to let hubby sign the permission section of her health book..U see this Mommy always got to fill in forms for the family cause according to daddy his writing looks not nice on the forms..ye..alasan je tu..:P. So the signing part would be left for daddy..but somehow again this mommy forgot about it..hihi..terok kan saya ni? But ada hikmah juga terlupa bab ni..otherwise we might not know that Kakak got injection today..kalo kakak pun lupa nak kasitau lepas kena inject..hihi.
After I put down the phone and agreed to proceed, hati jadi tak tenteram..I was so worried that I have not got the chance to give her my full support as preparation for her to face the afraidness..normally I would talk to her and give her words and advise on what to expect for things that she had not faced before..rasa macam nak call Kakak and tell her not to be afraid and that she's a brave girl..mula la pk macam2 takut die nangis..hahah..terok la Mama ni kan..is it normal to feel this way?
Once I returned home, she was lying asleep in front of the TV..kesian plak..I asked her did she cried? And she said..NO..Alhamdulillah..so I praise her..Good Girl..Kakak very brave..Kakak cakap "Kakak tak nangis mama..kalo nangis nanti malu..". Ohh..what a relief! This Mommy yg over protective kut kan? Tak percaya her daughter can face the situation even without her help..I wish she will still look for me in the future for anything that she got to go through..musti tak best kalo die tak rely n us anymore kan?
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| Kakak on her first day of school 2011 |
Note: Tetiba rasa windu kat Kakak...
Monday, 18 July 2011
Azeem's Sport Day
Well, as I mentioned on my previous entry, I wanted to jot down on my son's first sports day..which we almost forgotten due to the death of my grandma..thank God I remembered..
Eventually before the sports day, as normal they practised a lot at school. There are times when Abang shyly demonstrated to me how he perform at the least time I expected it. Being the shy type he is..When I asked him what he practised and how he perform, most of the time he just ignore them..
The day we reached the hall where his sports day was held, I remembered I haven't psycho him last nite that he's going play not at his school surrounding..aiyark..I just knew we gonna face difficulties to get him to co-operate..
By the time we entered, he simply refused to line up with all his friends..jenuh mama & ayah memujuk..not to mention his teachers too..to be honest, I almost give up..that really tested my patience tau..sabor aje lah..luckily the principle was very understanding..die minta saya saba..she understood my dissapointment..
Mommy ni kononnya sporting, offered myself to line up with him..yes I did line up with him! Memang buang sume perasaan malu cause I didn't want him to miss his first ever experience..even this mommy jadi bidan terjun perform together with him for the first agenda of the sports day..aiyark!
End of the performance, I slowly left him without him realising..sembunyi belakang2 org so he didn't see me..and dlm kelam kabut for the first sports play, which was his, his teacher simply grab him and made him line up. Surprisingly, he just followed and he play once the whistle blowed! That was when I realised I should have just left him, though if that makes him cry..because once I no longer in the picture, he had no choice but to follow his teacher's order..how come la tak ingat! Adeh!
As a result, his team won! Nasib baik! Kalo tak harus menangis one more round sbb nak hadiah.. Abg..abg..
After that, terus OK and lasak main lari2 sana sini..lambat betul nak warm up ek?
Finally, the prize! This is his no. 1 motivation actually cause kakak has 5 all together at home..
So Abg..next year make sure warm up a bit faster ye..otherwise you will miss your performance again..penat je practise beria kat umah..In fact his teacher mentioned he was really good at it. Mama plak yang terkilan nak tgk anak perform..ahaks..
Mama: Abg tahun depan Abg main cemni lagi tau..tak takut pun kan?
Abg : (Angguk) Main kat sini lagi kan Mama?
Mama dalam hati..harus kena psycho earlier tahun depan if the venue changed!
Eventually before the sports day, as normal they practised a lot at school. There are times when Abang shyly demonstrated to me how he perform at the least time I expected it. Being the shy type he is..When I asked him what he practised and how he perform, most of the time he just ignore them..
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| Capturing the day's banner is a must..wajib la kan..? :D |
The day we reached the hall where his sports day was held, I remembered I haven't psycho him last nite that he's going play not at his school surrounding..aiyark..I just knew we gonna face difficulties to get him to co-operate..
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| Just arrived out side the hall..still excited nak sports day..tgk le lepas ni cemana... |
By the time we entered, he simply refused to line up with all his friends..jenuh mama & ayah memujuk..not to mention his teachers too..to be honest, I almost give up..that really tested my patience tau..sabor aje lah..luckily the principle was very understanding..die minta saya saba..she understood my dissapointment..
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| Cemni la..dok lekat dekat dinding..ayah dgn saba memujuk..mama dah give up! |
Mommy ni kononnya sporting, offered myself to line up with him..yes I did line up with him! Memang buang sume perasaan malu cause I didn't want him to miss his first ever experience..even this mommy jadi bidan terjun perform together with him for the first agenda of the sports day..aiyark!
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| Tgk tu..mama jugak tak pasal-pasal glamour! |
End of the performance, I slowly left him without him realising..sembunyi belakang2 org so he didn't see me..and dlm kelam kabut for the first sports play, which was his, his teacher simply grab him and made him line up. Surprisingly, he just followed and he play once the whistle blowed! That was when I realised I should have just left him, though if that makes him cry..because once I no longer in the picture, he had no choice but to follow his teacher's order..how come la tak ingat! Adeh!
As a result, his team won! Nasib baik! Kalo tak harus menangis one more round sbb nak hadiah.. Abg..abg..
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| Muka happy sebab menang! |
After that, terus OK and lasak main lari2 sana sini..lambat betul nak warm up ek?
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| Sweating all over while waiting for prize giving ceremony |
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| We are proud of you son! Nasib baik main..kalo dak.. |
Mama: Abg tahun depan Abg main cemni lagi tau..tak takut pun kan?
Abg : (Angguk) Main kat sini lagi kan Mama?
Mama dalam hati..harus kena psycho earlier tahun depan if the venue changed!
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Quick Notes on my 3 Angels
I'm kind of in hurry actually..tomorrow got one dateline need to be met..so got to utilise the office hour wisely..hihi (kes last minit le ni). Dalam dok kelam kabut ni, nak jugak update blog..apesal ek? Addicted?
Oh kata nak cepat..so here some quick notes on my 3 angels before I lost track of them
1. Kakak's second fallen tooth on last Tuesday 12 of July 2011, the same as last one..naturally fall out from its place while eating dinner..so tak dramatic..few weeks back kakak sakit gigi geraham..tgk2 dah berlubang, so now everyday this mama force her to brush her teeth before going to bed..hihihi and well, no ice cube pls kakak..really bad habit you know..
2. Abang's first sports day was Sunday, 10 July 2011. I intended to jot this down specifically later on..after my dateline that is..so wait for my entry yah..
3. Aisy development..this morning once I opened the door before leaving to work, he rushingly walked out the door after me, took his shoes and threw them on the floor. I understood this as his way of asking me to put the shoes on..nak ikut mama pi keje le tu..so cute!
So that's all folks..dah kata quick note kan? Hihihi
Oh kata nak cepat..so here some quick notes on my 3 angels before I lost track of them
1. Kakak's second fallen tooth on last Tuesday 12 of July 2011, the same as last one..naturally fall out from its place while eating dinner..so tak dramatic..few weeks back kakak sakit gigi geraham..tgk2 dah berlubang, so now everyday this mama force her to brush her teeth before going to bed..hihihi and well, no ice cube pls kakak..really bad habit you know..
2. Abang's first sports day was Sunday, 10 July 2011. I intended to jot this down specifically later on..after my dateline that is..so wait for my entry yah..
3. Aisy development..this morning once I opened the door before leaving to work, he rushingly walked out the door after me, took his shoes and threw them on the floor. I understood this as his way of asking me to put the shoes on..nak ikut mama pi keje le tu..so cute!
So that's all folks..dah kata quick note kan? Hihihi
Wednesday, 13 July 2011
Nisfu Syaaban
I mistakenly understood that tomorrow is Nisfu Syaaban..masya-Allah..ni sume angkara terlalu percaya ngan application kat handphone ni..maybe silap setting agaknye..tarikh kat phone ni is already 14 of Syaaban today..since last weekend dah warn En Hubby that we must fast at least sempena nisfu Syaaban tahun ni..which is targeted tomrrow..but Allah S.W.T Maha Kuasa, terlintas nak baca e-mail di office pasal ada forum agama di sini..email mentioned the forum is on 13 Jul 2011 bersamaan 11 Syaaban..Ya Allah..silap tarikh rupanya!
Baru pagi tadi, was discussing with Hubby whether we should fast today (as if a day before nisfu Syaaban) or on the day itself? I called my Mom to verify, and according to her, normally people fast a day before so that we can continue solat sunat that nite, which means the beginning of nisfu Syaaban after the maghrib time..Aisey, why didn't I asked Ust Muen just now after class today ek? Anyone of you happened to know about this, please share yer..(Tetiba terasa sgt cetek ilmu bab2 agama ni..). Tu la setahun sekali pun susah nak amalkan..sbb tu tak tau..
Baru pagi tadi, was discussing with Hubby whether we should fast today (as if a day before nisfu Syaaban) or on the day itself? I called my Mom to verify, and according to her, normally people fast a day before so that we can continue solat sunat that nite, which means the beginning of nisfu Syaaban after the maghrib time..Aisey, why didn't I asked Ust Muen just now after class today ek? Anyone of you happened to know about this, please share yer..(Tetiba terasa sgt cetek ilmu bab2 agama ni..). Tu la setahun sekali pun susah nak amalkan..sbb tu tak tau..
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
4 hari...
Pejam celik pejam celik dah 4 hari arwah Tok tinggalkan kami..pelik, entah kenapa kehilang itu kurang terasa..masih terasa yang arwah Tok masih ada bersama kami..cuma tidak nampak di penglihatan..
mungkin sebab kenaifan diri sendiri yang belum bersedia menerima kenyataan..org putih kata..stage of denial..tak mungkin plak, sebab semasa hari pengkebumian, air mata mudah benar tertumpah..dua biji mata ni sendiri menjadi saksi jenazah tok dimasukkan liang lahat..bukan setakat itu saje, dua tangan ini juga turut memandikan jenazah..bersama2 kelima-lima anak arwah Tok, sepupu Mama & kakak saya sendiri..
Ya, pengalaman itu cukup memberi makna buat diri saya..itu pengalaman pertama saya..sebab tu, saya musti coretkan di sini sebagai tanda kenang-kenangan....kalau dulu, saya sgt takut berhadapan dengan jenazah, inikan pula nak memandikan..tapi kali ni, buat sekian kalinya..bila melibatkan nenek sendiri, dengan sendirinya saya mengofferkan diri utk membantu..biarlah jenazah arwah Tok, hanya kami anak beranak yang melihatnya sewaktu dimandikan..bak kata ustazah, jenazah pun punya rasa malu..
Tidak terlintas langsung rasa takut atau seram semasa menyentuh anggota tubuh arwah Tok..saya hanya memakai sebelah sahaja sarung tangan, sejujurnya saya lebih selesa menyentuh jenazah tanpa berlapik. Walaupun peranan saya hanya dibahagian kaki, itu memberi pengalaman yang cukup besar bagi saya..Saya tabik spring Mama..sebab die yang banyak mengoffer diri nak amik bahagian yang penting semasa memandikan jenazah..Mama yang membasuh najis jenazah yang terakhir, mama yang amikkan wuduk arwah Tok yang terakhir..saya menanam azam yang sama andai satu hari nanti giliran saya pula yang perlu memandikan jenazah ibu sendiri..(tak dpt nak dibayangkan andai waktu itu tiba..belum tahu saya mampu lakukannya atau tidak..sebak)..dan jugak saya harap, anak2 saya bakal melaksanakan yang sama andai satu hari saya mengambil tempat di atas pelantar itu..
Semasa dikafankan, saya hanya berpeluang sebagai pemerhati..saya tenung wajah arwah Tok lama2 dan saya sgt yakin..pandangan saya itu benar..arwah Tok tersenyum..sungguh manis..sungguh tenang..saya pasti dia telah menemui ketenangan yang hakiki..saya pasti arwah Tok tak lagi merasai kesakitan yang selama ini terpaksa ditanggungnya..dan saya sangat lega kerana arwah Tok tidak lagi terseksa..sungguh! Saat yang paling menyentuh hati saya..sewaktu saya mencium arwah Tok..air mata tak terus meluncur sejurus selepas ciuman saya berikan..baru saya terasa dahinya sgt2 sejuk..dan sungguh wangi.
Perjalanan ke tanah perkuburan diiringan rintik2 hujan yang halus..cuaca jugak mendung..cukup nyaman dan tidak panas terik..menurut Pakcik, jenazahnya sangat2 ringan semasa dimasukkan ke liang lahat..Alhamdulillah, semua urusan berjalan lancar..mungkin itu satu petanda baik yang arwah ditempat di kalangan mereka yang beriman dan disayangi Allah..mudah-mudahan..amiin..
mungkin sebab kenaifan diri sendiri yang belum bersedia menerima kenyataan..org putih kata..stage of denial..tak mungkin plak, sebab semasa hari pengkebumian, air mata mudah benar tertumpah..dua biji mata ni sendiri menjadi saksi jenazah tok dimasukkan liang lahat..bukan setakat itu saje, dua tangan ini juga turut memandikan jenazah..bersama2 kelima-lima anak arwah Tok, sepupu Mama & kakak saya sendiri..
Ya, pengalaman itu cukup memberi makna buat diri saya..itu pengalaman pertama saya..sebab tu, saya musti coretkan di sini sebagai tanda kenang-kenangan....kalau dulu, saya sgt takut berhadapan dengan jenazah, inikan pula nak memandikan..tapi kali ni, buat sekian kalinya..bila melibatkan nenek sendiri, dengan sendirinya saya mengofferkan diri utk membantu..biarlah jenazah arwah Tok, hanya kami anak beranak yang melihatnya sewaktu dimandikan..bak kata ustazah, jenazah pun punya rasa malu..
Tidak terlintas langsung rasa takut atau seram semasa menyentuh anggota tubuh arwah Tok..saya hanya memakai sebelah sahaja sarung tangan, sejujurnya saya lebih selesa menyentuh jenazah tanpa berlapik. Walaupun peranan saya hanya dibahagian kaki, itu memberi pengalaman yang cukup besar bagi saya..Saya tabik spring Mama..sebab die yang banyak mengoffer diri nak amik bahagian yang penting semasa memandikan jenazah..Mama yang membasuh najis jenazah yang terakhir, mama yang amikkan wuduk arwah Tok yang terakhir..saya menanam azam yang sama andai satu hari nanti giliran saya pula yang perlu memandikan jenazah ibu sendiri..(tak dpt nak dibayangkan andai waktu itu tiba..belum tahu saya mampu lakukannya atau tidak..sebak)..dan jugak saya harap, anak2 saya bakal melaksanakan yang sama andai satu hari saya mengambil tempat di atas pelantar itu..
Semasa dikafankan, saya hanya berpeluang sebagai pemerhati..saya tenung wajah arwah Tok lama2 dan saya sgt yakin..pandangan saya itu benar..arwah Tok tersenyum..sungguh manis..sungguh tenang..saya pasti dia telah menemui ketenangan yang hakiki..saya pasti arwah Tok tak lagi merasai kesakitan yang selama ini terpaksa ditanggungnya..dan saya sangat lega kerana arwah Tok tidak lagi terseksa..sungguh! Saat yang paling menyentuh hati saya..sewaktu saya mencium arwah Tok..air mata tak terus meluncur sejurus selepas ciuman saya berikan..baru saya terasa dahinya sgt2 sejuk..dan sungguh wangi.
Perjalanan ke tanah perkuburan diiringan rintik2 hujan yang halus..cuaca jugak mendung..cukup nyaman dan tidak panas terik..menurut Pakcik, jenazahnya sangat2 ringan semasa dimasukkan ke liang lahat..Alhamdulillah, semua urusan berjalan lancar..mungkin itu satu petanda baik yang arwah ditempat di kalangan mereka yang beriman dan disayangi Allah..mudah-mudahan..amiin..
Monday, 11 July 2011
7.7.11
As Salam to all,
Been away for few days..due to a reason..
Our beloved grandma left us to meet the Almighty on 7.7.11 officially on 11.44 pm. I got to jot it down here for my remembrance..as this is among the significant event in our family.
Honestly, I am glad that she had finally found the peace she had been looking for rather than continuously suffering from various complication. I believe that's the best journey Allah has been crafting for her..
It all started when she fell down at my aunt's house that causes her to suffer from broken femur. And from there, her health condition deteriorated slowly, and after been bed ridden or 19 days in Hospital Serdang, she left us with all her beloved children witnessing her departure..I heard it was a smooth ones and I always keep my prayers for her to be in the best position di sisi Allah..
We had three nights in a row tahlil from Friday nite to yesterday nite..Alhamdulillah everything went smooth. As the saying, ada rahmat di sebalik setiap kejadian..and I couldn't agree more..this incident has brought us, her children and grandchildren even more closer..cause we shared the same foundation..we love her for what she was..and we will always love her forever..
Al-Fatihah to arwah Tok..Jariah binti Othman..
Been away for few days..due to a reason..
Our beloved grandma left us to meet the Almighty on 7.7.11 officially on 11.44 pm. I got to jot it down here for my remembrance..as this is among the significant event in our family.
Honestly, I am glad that she had finally found the peace she had been looking for rather than continuously suffering from various complication. I believe that's the best journey Allah has been crafting for her..
It all started when she fell down at my aunt's house that causes her to suffer from broken femur. And from there, her health condition deteriorated slowly, and after been bed ridden or 19 days in Hospital Serdang, she left us with all her beloved children witnessing her departure..I heard it was a smooth ones and I always keep my prayers for her to be in the best position di sisi Allah..
We had three nights in a row tahlil from Friday nite to yesterday nite..Alhamdulillah everything went smooth. As the saying, ada rahmat di sebalik setiap kejadian..and I couldn't agree more..this incident has brought us, her children and grandchildren even more closer..cause we shared the same foundation..we love her for what she was..and we will always love her forever..
Al-Fatihah to arwah Tok..Jariah binti Othman..
Thursday, 7 July 2011
4 main reasons people stay back after office hour
I remembered few years back, my first boss shared with us the reasons why people stay back after office hour and asked us which one suit us most? Lets see what they are:
1. To please their bosses
I guess memang ada org yang jenis cegini, I would say this people are really good actor..hahah..Ya la, purak purak buat keje lepas opis but in reality..of course not! Just for the sake to get credit from the bosses who believe in people who stay back are the perform ones..hmm..think about it..
2. Poor time management
What I meant here is that, they did not fully utilise their office hour to complete their work, but rather spend so much time gossiping, bual2 kosong dan sewaktu dengannye..so in the end, keje tak siap, then realise oh my god my dateline is very2 near, so end up got to stay back..ramai tak yang cegini?
3. Work overload
Well, cannot be denied some of us are overload with office work! Yes, especially when people see you as capable person, so most of the time they will let you do even supposed to be their work! Arggh..tensi tensi..but ada jugak yang mmg keje die banyak, because they love to do it, so this one kire not so bad la kan, because sendiri yang rela..:D
4. Take advantage of office's Internet connection
Ahaaa..what say you? Most of the offices I would say would block access to facebook or twitter during office hour, but unblock them after that..<well as for my company yes, this is the practise> So people decided to stay back to check on their facebook, twitter etc since there's no internet connection at home. Why bother to go the cyber cafe when you have access in office in front of you kan? Hmm..maybe now dah tak ramai stay back due to this reason, kan dah ada Unifi kat umah? Hik hik
So..which of the above describe you best? Me? ehehe..biarla rahsia..cewaaah..
To be honest, I seldom stay back now that I moved to new division. Unlike for the past 9 years, I would say 80% of the time I got to stay back..for the reasons of workload! Hihi..dedikasi gitu..it was really tiring, and I remembered there are times (byk kali ok..) that I neglected my hubby and kids, but in return I did not get the recognition that I should have gotten. Life is not fair isn't it? Memang pun, only in thereafter you will be judged fairly..so again..bersabarlah..
So for that reason, I decided I got to slow down and change my focus towards my family..they matter most to me more than anything else now..and Alhamdulillah..after a lot of prayers, asking for Allah's guidance, am here at the new division..which does not require me to stay back most of the time. Once in a while, yea I do stay back for datelines. Other than that, if they are not so urgent, I would just do my work at home..
Life have got to be balance you see..not just between office and at home, but also to see from the perspective of dunia and akhirat. I'm jotting down here as a reminder to myself..
1. To please their bosses
I guess memang ada org yang jenis cegini, I would say this people are really good actor..hahah..Ya la, purak purak buat keje lepas opis but in reality..of course not! Just for the sake to get credit from the bosses who believe in people who stay back are the perform ones..hmm..think about it..
2. Poor time management
What I meant here is that, they did not fully utilise their office hour to complete their work, but rather spend so much time gossiping, bual2 kosong dan sewaktu dengannye..so in the end, keje tak siap, then realise oh my god my dateline is very2 near, so end up got to stay back..ramai tak yang cegini?
3. Work overload
Well, cannot be denied some of us are overload with office work! Yes, especially when people see you as capable person, so most of the time they will let you do even supposed to be their work! Arggh..tensi tensi..but ada jugak yang mmg keje die banyak, because they love to do it, so this one kire not so bad la kan, because sendiri yang rela..:D
4. Take advantage of office's Internet connection
Ahaaa..what say you? Most of the offices I would say would block access to facebook or twitter during office hour, but unblock them after that..<well as for my company yes, this is the practise> So people decided to stay back to check on their facebook, twitter etc since there's no internet connection at home. Why bother to go the cyber cafe when you have access in office in front of you kan? Hmm..maybe now dah tak ramai stay back due to this reason, kan dah ada Unifi kat umah? Hik hik
So..which of the above describe you best? Me? ehehe..biarla rahsia..cewaaah..
To be honest, I seldom stay back now that I moved to new division. Unlike for the past 9 years, I would say 80% of the time I got to stay back..for the reasons of workload! Hihi..dedikasi gitu..it was really tiring, and I remembered there are times (byk kali ok..) that I neglected my hubby and kids, but in return I did not get the recognition that I should have gotten. Life is not fair isn't it? Memang pun, only in thereafter you will be judged fairly..so again..bersabarlah..
So for that reason, I decided I got to slow down and change my focus towards my family..they matter most to me more than anything else now..and Alhamdulillah..after a lot of prayers, asking for Allah's guidance, am here at the new division..which does not require me to stay back most of the time. Once in a while, yea I do stay back for datelines. Other than that, if they are not so urgent, I would just do my work at home..
Life have got to be balance you see..not just between office and at home, but also to see from the perspective of dunia and akhirat. I'm jotting down here as a reminder to myself..
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
10th Anniversary..
Our marriage anniversary? No..no..hihi..guess what? It's my tenth anniversary as an employee in this company..Very2 loyal indeed huh? Yup..being the loyal type, have not think about leaving this company as yet..to be honest, that has never cross my mind..now you got be agreed with me..am the very2 loyal type huh? hihihi..
This company has done more than just giving me this permanent job..because of this company, I have been able to further my study until I got my degree! TQ so much! I got to admit that I do love this company..tho not everything is sweet here..hihihi...biasa la kan...
I guess it's too significant that I got to jot it down here, as my remembrance later on..Oh by the way, the 10th anniversary was actually on last 2 July..how could I not remember to jot it down that soon eh? Hihii..Anyway, the thoughts that count right?
I remembered last 10 years, we were discussing the reasons why our company chose 2 July as the effective date of our employment..The speculation among us was because we would not be eligible for bonus the next year..we were supposed to complete at least 6 months to be eligible..hihii..well2 that was during our youngster time..I still dunno whether it is true..but one thing for sure..2 July 2001 was on Monday..:D
This company has done more than just giving me this permanent job..because of this company, I have been able to further my study until I got my degree! TQ so much! I got to admit that I do love this company..tho not everything is sweet here..hihihi...biasa la kan...
I guess it's too significant that I got to jot it down here, as my remembrance later on..Oh by the way, the 10th anniversary was actually on last 2 July..how could I not remember to jot it down that soon eh? Hihii..Anyway, the thoughts that count right?
I remembered last 10 years, we were discussing the reasons why our company chose 2 July as the effective date of our employment..The speculation among us was because we would not be eligible for bonus the next year..we were supposed to complete at least 6 months to be eligible..hihii..well2 that was during our youngster time..I still dunno whether it is true..but one thing for sure..2 July 2001 was on Monday..:D
Tuesday, 5 July 2011
Patience
Is something that I'm really2 weak at..really..seriously..be it at work or at home, I just have no patience. To me, it's still ok to have lack of patience when it comes to completing my work..haha..that shows sense of urgency..isn't it?..but it's really2 not good when I have no patience with my kids..:(
I found it really2 difficult to control my patience especially with my daughter..dunno why..maybe because we are very2 much alike..poor kakak..tho she's the eldest, she is actually the most manja one..even her teacher said so..pelik, hubby on the other hand, is less patience with our first son, but he's very2 patience indeed with kakak. So most of the time, he'll handle kakak, and me will handle abang.
This morning, I lost my patience again with her..:(. Mana taknye, almost every morning, weekdays mind you..she'll cry when we woke her up..it took her 45 minutes to get ready for school, from taking her bath until completing subuh prayers and wearing her uniform.This morning, the bus driver, a makcik pot pet pot pet to her because she got to wait for kakak wearing her shoes less than a minute! Makcik ni pun satu!
However, alhamdulillah, I found it very2 easy to wake her up for Subuh prayer during the weekend. Alhamdulillah, guess this is more important isn't it? Benarlah, anak2 ini adalah ujian Allah..like it or not asz, you got to be patient..plizz..remember what Ustaz told you, we are living in this world temporarily, sekejap je..kalo ada rezeki 50 years..tak lama..only in thereafter, you'll be living there forever..jadi bersabarlah..
I found it really2 difficult to control my patience especially with my daughter..dunno why..maybe because we are very2 much alike..poor kakak..tho she's the eldest, she is actually the most manja one..even her teacher said so..pelik, hubby on the other hand, is less patience with our first son, but he's very2 patience indeed with kakak. So most of the time, he'll handle kakak, and me will handle abang.
This morning, I lost my patience again with her..:(. Mana taknye, almost every morning, weekdays mind you..she'll cry when we woke her up..it took her 45 minutes to get ready for school, from taking her bath until completing subuh prayers and wearing her uniform.This morning, the bus driver, a makcik pot pet pot pet to her because she got to wait for kakak wearing her shoes less than a minute! Makcik ni pun satu!
However, alhamdulillah, I found it very2 easy to wake her up for Subuh prayer during the weekend. Alhamdulillah, guess this is more important isn't it? Benarlah, anak2 ini adalah ujian Allah..like it or not asz, you got to be patient..plizz..remember what Ustaz told you, we are living in this world temporarily, sekejap je..kalo ada rezeki 50 years..tak lama..only in thereafter, you'll be living there forever..jadi bersabarlah..
Monday, 4 July 2011
Peristiwa di McD
Last2 Saturday, we had our lunch at McD..that week, dunno why, was too lazy to cook, even when was weekend..maybe because I got bored with my own cooking..hahah..ooh how I miss my mom’s cooking very2 much! Ooopss, melalut sudah..that’s not the point I want to share here..
My intention is to jot down what happened in McD while we were having our lunch. For my little kiddo Aisy, the fries will do..oh by the way, we love McD fries especially when we shaked them with the bbq flavor! Nyum nyum! It’s all because of the MSG..not healthy..not healthy..but Aisy is save from those..he just had his original fries without the salt! Alamak..melalut lagik..hik hik hik
Oh..what happened? My little Aisy was eating his fries like this
Hihihi..dah kenyang, cegitu le gayanya..and then..
Eh eh..what were you doing son? I realized..he was staring to a little baby girl, also on the baby chair at the other side of the room..and then he gave that girl a boyish smile..
OooOooo…sudah pandai anak teruna mama ni ye..ngorat nampak..then I continued observing him..
Aik..berfikir plak..what were you thinking son? Hahaha
Haa..kan dah shy-shy cat tu..
Gotcha! Ngorat anak dara org lagik!
Sunday, 3 July 2011
Malaysia vs Chinese Taipei/Taiwan
Aduii..sakit jantung sungguh tengok perlawanan bola kelayakan Olimpik ni..As usual, suami terchenta mmg duduk terpacak depan tv dari tadi..me as normal, yg mmg tak minat bola, tgk gitu2 jek..semangat jugak nak sokong negara kita, tp adoii aii...ini la yg daku dapat..sakit jantung..hahahahah
Tinggal satu minit saje lagik..tp nampak gaya Malaysia bole menang ni..yeehaaa..tp agak kecewa dgn cara dieorg main..baik sgt asyik kasik chance kat pasukan lawan sampai hambik ko..3 gol bolos! Yg tak bestnye..sebab panalti...
Yeaa...akhirnya tamat permainan..Taiwan - 3 Malaysia -2. So Malaysia layak ke peringkat seterusnya sebab dari segi agregate kite menang sebab lebih byk skor di tempat lawan! Alhamdulillah..kerana penangan bola ni, hubby sanggup tangguh solat isyak jemaah mlm ni..sungguh tak bagus kan kan? Saya sebagai makmum tunggu aje la..sbb nak dpt pahala jemaah yg lebih. Tp kan, lagi elok saya solat awal tp sorang2 ke, lambat skit tp jemaah? Tetiba plak kuar topik..hihihih
Tinggal satu minit saje lagik..tp nampak gaya Malaysia bole menang ni..yeehaaa..tp agak kecewa dgn cara dieorg main..baik sgt asyik kasik chance kat pasukan lawan sampai hambik ko..3 gol bolos! Yg tak bestnye..sebab panalti...
Yeaa...akhirnya tamat permainan..Taiwan - 3 Malaysia -2. So Malaysia layak ke peringkat seterusnya sebab dari segi agregate kite menang sebab lebih byk skor di tempat lawan! Alhamdulillah..kerana penangan bola ni, hubby sanggup tangguh solat isyak jemaah mlm ni..sungguh tak bagus kan kan? Saya sebagai makmum tunggu aje la..sbb nak dpt pahala jemaah yg lebih. Tp kan, lagi elok saya solat awal tp sorang2 ke, lambat skit tp jemaah? Tetiba plak kuar topik..hihihih
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